When you are at the boundaries of earthly life know that your Lord so far gave you every but everything out of love , and this is why you can rest assured , that here as well newer gifts are awaiting you. What next ? The details are not really important- in time the veil will fall of those as well- what is important , you can trust infinitely the Heavenly Father , because He loves you with an eternal love , and every member of your beloved family .