I believe that God loves every person very much . There is no such man , whether a sinner , whether true , for whom Jesus would not have accepted the death on the cross. It was a wonderful experience when I first realised , that even if I would have been the only person living in this world Christ would have still died for me on the cross .
It is not God’s feelings that are changing towards us , rather our love can grow , can become more conscious after that the knowledge of being “lost” we can experience His merciful love , as after an illness we can appreciate our health more , it becomes a greater treasure for us till we experienced the lack of it .
The meaning of a relationship also often becomes more valuable , if after a lot of struggle we find each other again . Of course it would be good , if we would not have “ prodigal events, stories “ , these are not what are endearing us in the eyes of God .
Sin always wounds love , causes pain for others as well as ourselves also : if the desire is not pure , it is followed by suffering .
translated by dr k.e.